Friday, July 11, 2008

Our half year anniversary

Today is our half year anniversary. My husband and I have been married for two and a half years now. Time flies by so fast. It seems like just yesterday we were dating. There have been so many great things that have some out of that two and a half years of our marriage. We've definitely hit some very painful, rough spots along the way and had our share of the down sides of life; but more than all that, we've definitely had the best times life can give. My best memories are from being with my husband. He can turn the darkest situations around and take my biggest fears and stresses away in the blink of an eye. I'm the pessimist, he's the optimistic one. He evens us out perfectly. He's given me everything he can and more. He's given me a home, a puppy that I've been wanting my whole life, protection, security and everything that a husband can give his eternal partner. And now, he has given me my dream: to be a mom. I'm pregnant with our first baby, and couldn't be happier. It is amazing to me that we created a little human being out of pure love for each other. This little baby will make my life complete and will bring so much joy into our little home. I will have our baby a couple months after our REAL anniversary. Life is great. He has made my life great. And every half year anniversary and real anniversary, I think back to the day that I married him. I remember the butterflies in my stomache and looking in the mirror wondering if I looked ok. Being worried that my make up would smear or that I would trip over my dress because I was still recovering from knee surgery. But when I saw his face looking at me from across the room, I knew everything was ok and that I was making the best decision of my life. His eyes said so much. The way he looked at me and the way he smiled showed me how he felt that day. I knew that he loved me and would always be there for me. I knew that no matter what happened in our lives, everything would be ok. I knew we'd always have each other for time and all eternity, and just knowing that, made my life complete. Our love has grown, and is still growing. There's nothing we wouldn't do for each other and we put each other before anything else. If that's not true love, then I don't know what is.

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